I realize that my life is very empty. It doesn't have to stop here just becoz of a decision I make I hope. There are still a trillion and one things I wanna do and see. Just gunna make a list in case I forget. :P


I want...
-> to have a white christmas, sit in a sleigh pulled by horses in the snow
-> to see the northern lights because I heard its romantic and pretty
-> to go to a beautiful resort, see the sunrise and the sunset, lay in the sand and forget the world ard us
-> to go to Paris again, climb and watch the beautiful Eiffel Tower against the morning sky and the beautiful lights against the dark sky
-> to go to Cambodia, to be able to admire the Angkor Wat and admire the happiness a simple life brings
-> to go to Vietnam, to relive the simplicity of life, to eat the food that brings them life and happiness
-> to go to Europe, watch West Ham and many other soccer matches, tour Europe again, its my greatest dream to go back
-> a beach wedding, romantic sunrise, sand through my feet and the sea breeze upon my face when my love unveils
-> to go to Cairns, to swim in the magnificient Great Barrier Reef and admire the different color corals and fish around me
-> to be proud to hold an Australian citizenship
-> to go to Taiwan, perv at all the pretty fair girls and wonder why life is unfair, eat the street food and go shopping till I drop
-> to go to Singapore, visit my family, dog and friends, eat the food I miss and love
-> to go to Thailand, relive the moments I had there, eat the street food, sit in the Tuk Tuk and shop till I drop
-> to go to America, see how fat the people there are and join them eating junk and fast food, see what a country so powerful has done to the world, americianism, you amaze me.
-> to go to China, to see the beautiful provinces, climb the great wall of China again, visit the Terracotta army and the beautiful scenery that country has
-> to go to wherever the World Cup is held and watch every match Australia plays in till we get kicked out


Stuff that I want will be added on when I think of it. :P Geez looking at my list, I must be like Bill Gates daughter or something to fulfill these in my lifetime. :( I'd rather be broke but I'm not settling for any less (maybe the America one, coz I don't really care for America). :P Of coz I want to do all these with the ones I love (hopefully by then there still will be more than 1). Oh well, its not wrong to dream is it? :)

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

I know I said this blog is only for happy things but I'm super pissed off. I'm in the worst moods ever. We had a good night yesti. Ant ended work 2 hrs earlier than usual so I went to his house and invited Shaun and Michael over. Played some halo then went to the pub on Orrong to get a pub meal. My potterhouse wasn't all too flash quite disappointing to be honest. :( After that we went to 7eleven got slushies, lollies and icey poles. Then decided to try our luck in crown. Unfortunately no luck at all. :( Lost $20 yesti and went home and had a good night sleep (At least Ant did for once). :) Woke up this morning and I was seriously in the worst mood ever. I couldn't find my phone. Wanted to call in sick for work but I can't find my fucking phone how to call in sick?! Anyways, then I sent Ant to work all grumpy and he kept asking me where I put my phone so I told him in Michaels car! He just kept asking where did I put it so I got pissed off and yell at him "in the car!" That made him pissed off. Well u can't really blame me right!? I have like 3 impt calls to make today and I can't find my phone! ARGH! When Ant couldn't find his shoes he also cracked the shits and got really annoyed! Anyways, we got to the usual busy annoying round about and I accelerated when the car to my right was already going. I would have made it fine until Ant yell "Rach!" so I braked... Not the wisest option to brake when a car is coming at u is it? Then I got pissed off and told him I was fine if he didn't yell at me. Anyways from then on, it was just us not talking and pissed off.

I came home opened my room door and all I could smell was poo and urine! I saw my cat STUCK in my room. My housemate closed my window (for fuck I dunno! I never close my window so my cat can get out of the window!). Anyways, Tittens pooed on my floor and peed all over my doona! I don't blame her she was stuck in my room for god knows how many days?! Come on lor... How selfish can one be? Went back for a mth and I looked after their dog for them now I ask them to look after my cat and this is what they do. I asked her on msn yesti arvo to feed my cat. I came home today and my cat food in the fridge didn't even get lesser 1 bit! NOT 1 bit. How is that feeding my cat?! Seriously pissed off. >:( My poor cat is all skin n bones now. :(

Anywho, I gotta eat my lunch at 930am then get ready for work go to Michaels house and get my phone then go to work.

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

Many of u will be wondering how I spend my Vday (okayy not many like the pathetic few who bothers to read my blog). Lets just say, its a fun day. :) Fri night Ant got smashed off his face trying to do the hour of power. He got to 47 minutes! Good effort for him I say. Ardan got to 58 minutes (sooo close) and ran to the toilet and did the biggest spew in history! All over the toilet bowl and floor! *yucks!* Anyways, they're going to do it again this week. Its drink till u spew though so its going to be hilarious! :D So woke up on vday and he had a hangover (a massive headache), so I let him sleep in while I went to work. He took the time I was at work and got me the sweetest present! :D A card, a scratchie and a heart shaped chocolate cake. The card was basically a voucher I can keep an redeem for a steak dinner and flowers sometime in March and April. Wondering why? Coz he's broke and I understand. At least the effort was made and its a sweet thought (imo anyways). Didn't win anything on the scratchie but he won $10 on his. The cake was yummylicious! :D We sat at home played abit of L4D and then headed to the soccer. Melbourne beat Adelaide 4-0! We're through to the finals! :D After the soccer, we met up with his colleague for pictures and then went to our favorite dumpling place to have dumplings! We then decided to go to Shauns for some Halo (Ants internet has run out so we can't play halo). I passed out on Shauns couch coz I was so tired and we spent the night there. :)

Next day we woke up revitalized and played more Halo then got dropped off by Shaun at Chapel st to have breakfast! It was yummmy but didn't have spinach :( so I got mushrooms instead :). Then we walked home and had a stupid fight. We made up after much coaxing by Ant. It was sunday roast dinner night so we went to supermarket and got a heap of veges to cook for dinner. Went back to Shauns house and cooked the roast dinner. It was nice (so they said and I think so anyways) and yummy! :D Kinda ate too much though then went for a walk to 7eleven and got iceypoles. I got the rainbow paddle pop and I swear it doesn't taste as nice as the ones back in SG for some weird reason. :( Went back to Shauns and played 500 then headed home and straight to bed. :P

Nice weekend - the fight we had would of been perfect. :)

Victory the Brave lyrics

Oh Melbourne, hear the sound of drumming
Must be the Victory coming
Pumped up and full of running
Victory the brave

Blue, white and silver flying
Strike like a flash of lightning
Revved up and full of fighting
Victory the brave

And in the heat of battle
Stand up and show no fear
Proud and courageous
Marching on to Victory

Oh Melbourne, hear the sound of drumming
Must be the Victory coming
Pumped up and full of running
Victory the brave

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

Okayy I don't know what happened to my previous blogskin. As much as I liked it.. it kinda died on me which is a little bit sad but now I got another happy cute blogskin! :D Anyways, I know its a hard time for everyone in this economic crisis. I'm sure even though u're not in Aust u'd have heard about the Vic bushfires (if u haven't go and do something with your life! start by reading newspapers and stop living in ur pathetic well). Its still ongoing and its been awful. The death toll has been steadily increasing and the arsonist has yet to be found. Why would anybody light a fire on purpose on a 46C day I really have no idea. What I know is that this fucker deserves to die not a quick death but a slow painful one (preferably thrown in jail given no food and water until he dies). He's commited mass murder if anything its unforgivable and being mentally unsound doesn't give anyone an excuse! Why am I ranting on n on about bushfires coz I'm really sad it has happened. The worst Aust has ever had. :( Anyways, I urge all the people out there to donate to the Australian Red Cross if u can. More than 550 homes have been burnt to ashes and the death toll will climb to more than 300 deaths. Many families are left with nothing, they saved their whole life for a house and sweat to build the houses and its being burnt down by some selfish persons actions. Children have perished while trying to escape the ordeal families have lost so much its beyond words. If u do have a little bit of money to donate to Australian Red Cross pls do and I'm sure what goes around will come around eventually (every little bit counts). Thanks :)

On a happier note, I got my threadless tees! So exciting! :D I'm glad i can fit into them! Was so worried I won't be able too, though I won't for long. :S 6 more cute and awesome tshirts to add to my boring collection of clothes! Yipppeeee. Oh and I think I don't have to eat indomee for a long time anymore! My housemates are back! So now I can finally eat good healthy food! Have been craving for a roast for god knows how long, so I bought one yesti and we're going to have a roast dinner on Sunday! Tomorrow Ant and his friends are going to do the hour of power (its like having a shot of beer every 1 min or something crazy like that). Anyways, I'm staying off alchohol so thank god I don't have to play stupid crazy games like that. I'll be standing by with my camera watching them spew though. Good fun, good times! :D

Soooo I've come back from Adelaide. Its a small city like really small like probably Ballerat in comparision. They've got some really nice parks though. We drove 8 hours each way for the Melb Victory away match against Adelaide (who would have thought!) The drive was quite fun considering I was really tired and I slept most of the way thru. :P Brought ladybug and my furry blanket and it was really comfy! We booked an awesome hotel in the city with a spa so we had like 3 spa sessions and it was really nice. I think we were both so tired we both just passed out on Sat night. Ant won some money in the casino (which is a smally little crappy hole) and of coz victory brought home a 2-0 victory! :D We saw a couple of fights including a wanker who had to be handcuffed and pinned down on the ground by like 5 policemen! Crazy! Anyways, there was intention to catch a cab back to the hotel (coz i spilled tomato sauce down the front of my jersey while trying to chomp thru a hotdog) but everyone stole our cabs! So we marched into the city escorted by 1 policewomen on a horse, 1 police car going at 5ks and 10 other policeman on foot! It was good fun but omg my back could have killed me (I must be growing old)! :S Was really good fun though!

I've been labelled a good present giver! :D Apparently I'm good at thinking of presents to give people and listening to what they want. What I don't get is that guys always say girls never listen, but they're wrong again as usual! ;) Anyways, I'm in love with dumplings! It has become my 2nd favorite food from pasta!

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

Proud mother of Sophia Rory Ziyi Begbie

I realize that my life is very empty. It doesn't have to stop here just becoz of a decision I make I hope. There are still a trillion and one things I wanna do and see. Just gunna make a list in case I forget. :P


I want...
-> to have a white christmas, sit in a sleigh pulled by horses in the snow
-> to see the northern lights because I heard its romantic and pretty
-> to go to a beautiful resort, see the sunrise and the sunset, lay in the sand and forget the world ard us
-> to go to Paris again, climb and watch the beautiful Eiffel Tower against the morning sky and the beautiful lights against the dark sky
-> to go to Cambodia, to be able to admire the Angkor Wat and admire the happiness a simple life brings
-> to go to Vietnam, to relive the simplicity of life, to eat the food that brings them life and happiness
-> to go to Europe, watch West Ham and many other soccer matches, tour Europe again, its my greatest dream to go back
-> a beach wedding, romantic sunrise, sand through my feet and the sea breeze upon my face when my love unveils
-> to go to Cairns, to swim in the magnificient Great Barrier Reef and admire the different color corals and fish around me
-> to be proud to hold an Australian citizenship
-> to go to Taiwan, perv at all the pretty fair girls and wonder why life is unfair, eat the street food and go shopping till I drop
-> to go to Singapore, visit my family, dog and friends, eat the food I miss and love
-> to go to Thailand, relive the moments I had there, eat the street food, sit in the Tuk Tuk and shop till I drop
-> to go to America, see how fat the people there are and join them eating junk and fast food, see what a country so powerful has done to the world, americianism, you amaze me.
-> to go to China, to see the beautiful provinces, climb the great wall of China again, visit the Terracotta army and the beautiful scenery that country has
-> to go to wherever the World Cup is held and watch every match Australia plays in till we get kicked out


Stuff that I want will be added on when I think of it. :P Geez looking at my list, I must be like Bill Gates daughter or something to fulfill these in my lifetime. :( I'd rather be broke but I'm not settling for any less (maybe the America one, coz I don't really care for America). :P Of coz I want to do all these with the ones I love (hopefully by then there still will be more than 1). Oh well, its not wrong to dream is it? :)

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

I know I said this blog is only for happy things but I'm super pissed off. I'm in the worst moods ever. We had a good night yesti. Ant ended work 2 hrs earlier than usual so I went to his house and invited Shaun and Michael over. Played some halo then went to the pub on Orrong to get a pub meal. My potterhouse wasn't all too flash quite disappointing to be honest. :( After that we went to 7eleven got slushies, lollies and icey poles. Then decided to try our luck in crown. Unfortunately no luck at all. :( Lost $20 yesti and went home and had a good night sleep (At least Ant did for once). :) Woke up this morning and I was seriously in the worst mood ever. I couldn't find my phone. Wanted to call in sick for work but I can't find my fucking phone how to call in sick?! Anyways, then I sent Ant to work all grumpy and he kept asking me where I put my phone so I told him in Michaels car! He just kept asking where did I put it so I got pissed off and yell at him "in the car!" That made him pissed off. Well u can't really blame me right!? I have like 3 impt calls to make today and I can't find my phone! ARGH! When Ant couldn't find his shoes he also cracked the shits and got really annoyed! Anyways, we got to the usual busy annoying round about and I accelerated when the car to my right was already going. I would have made it fine until Ant yell "Rach!" so I braked... Not the wisest option to brake when a car is coming at u is it? Then I got pissed off and told him I was fine if he didn't yell at me. Anyways from then on, it was just us not talking and pissed off.

I came home opened my room door and all I could smell was poo and urine! I saw my cat STUCK in my room. My housemate closed my window (for fuck I dunno! I never close my window so my cat can get out of the window!). Anyways, Tittens pooed on my floor and peed all over my doona! I don't blame her she was stuck in my room for god knows how many days?! Come on lor... How selfish can one be? Went back for a mth and I looked after their dog for them now I ask them to look after my cat and this is what they do. I asked her on msn yesti arvo to feed my cat. I came home today and my cat food in the fridge didn't even get lesser 1 bit! NOT 1 bit. How is that feeding my cat?! Seriously pissed off. >:( My poor cat is all skin n bones now. :(

Anywho, I gotta eat my lunch at 930am then get ready for work go to Michaels house and get my phone then go to work.

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

Many of u will be wondering how I spend my Vday (okayy not many like the pathetic few who bothers to read my blog). Lets just say, its a fun day. :) Fri night Ant got smashed off his face trying to do the hour of power. He got to 47 minutes! Good effort for him I say. Ardan got to 58 minutes (sooo close) and ran to the toilet and did the biggest spew in history! All over the toilet bowl and floor! *yucks!* Anyways, they're going to do it again this week. Its drink till u spew though so its going to be hilarious! :D So woke up on vday and he had a hangover (a massive headache), so I let him sleep in while I went to work. He took the time I was at work and got me the sweetest present! :D A card, a scratchie and a heart shaped chocolate cake. The card was basically a voucher I can keep an redeem for a steak dinner and flowers sometime in March and April. Wondering why? Coz he's broke and I understand. At least the effort was made and its a sweet thought (imo anyways). Didn't win anything on the scratchie but he won $10 on his. The cake was yummylicious! :D We sat at home played abit of L4D and then headed to the soccer. Melbourne beat Adelaide 4-0! We're through to the finals! :D After the soccer, we met up with his colleague for pictures and then went to our favorite dumpling place to have dumplings! We then decided to go to Shauns for some Halo (Ants internet has run out so we can't play halo). I passed out on Shauns couch coz I was so tired and we spent the night there. :)

Next day we woke up revitalized and played more Halo then got dropped off by Shaun at Chapel st to have breakfast! It was yummmy but didn't have spinach :( so I got mushrooms instead :). Then we walked home and had a stupid fight. We made up after much coaxing by Ant. It was sunday roast dinner night so we went to supermarket and got a heap of veges to cook for dinner. Went back to Shauns house and cooked the roast dinner. It was nice (so they said and I think so anyways) and yummy! :D Kinda ate too much though then went for a walk to 7eleven and got iceypoles. I got the rainbow paddle pop and I swear it doesn't taste as nice as the ones back in SG for some weird reason. :( Went back to Shauns and played 500 then headed home and straight to bed. :P

Nice weekend - the fight we had would of been perfect. :)

Victory the Brave lyrics

Oh Melbourne, hear the sound of drumming
Must be the Victory coming
Pumped up and full of running
Victory the brave

Blue, white and silver flying
Strike like a flash of lightning
Revved up and full of fighting
Victory the brave

And in the heat of battle
Stand up and show no fear
Proud and courageous
Marching on to Victory

Oh Melbourne, hear the sound of drumming
Must be the Victory coming
Pumped up and full of running
Victory the brave

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

Okayy I don't know what happened to my previous blogskin. As much as I liked it.. it kinda died on me which is a little bit sad but now I got another happy cute blogskin! :D Anyways, I know its a hard time for everyone in this economic crisis. I'm sure even though u're not in Aust u'd have heard about the Vic bushfires (if u haven't go and do something with your life! start by reading newspapers and stop living in ur pathetic well). Its still ongoing and its been awful. The death toll has been steadily increasing and the arsonist has yet to be found. Why would anybody light a fire on purpose on a 46C day I really have no idea. What I know is that this fucker deserves to die not a quick death but a slow painful one (preferably thrown in jail given no food and water until he dies). He's commited mass murder if anything its unforgivable and being mentally unsound doesn't give anyone an excuse! Why am I ranting on n on about bushfires coz I'm really sad it has happened. The worst Aust has ever had. :( Anyways, I urge all the people out there to donate to the Australian Red Cross if u can. More than 550 homes have been burnt to ashes and the death toll will climb to more than 300 deaths. Many families are left with nothing, they saved their whole life for a house and sweat to build the houses and its being burnt down by some selfish persons actions. Children have perished while trying to escape the ordeal families have lost so much its beyond words. If u do have a little bit of money to donate to Australian Red Cross pls do and I'm sure what goes around will come around eventually (every little bit counts). Thanks :)

On a happier note, I got my threadless tees! So exciting! :D I'm glad i can fit into them! Was so worried I won't be able too, though I won't for long. :S 6 more cute and awesome tshirts to add to my boring collection of clothes! Yipppeeee. Oh and I think I don't have to eat indomee for a long time anymore! My housemates are back! So now I can finally eat good healthy food! Have been craving for a roast for god knows how long, so I bought one yesti and we're going to have a roast dinner on Sunday! Tomorrow Ant and his friends are going to do the hour of power (its like having a shot of beer every 1 min or something crazy like that). Anyways, I'm staying off alchohol so thank god I don't have to play stupid crazy games like that. I'll be standing by with my camera watching them spew though. Good fun, good times! :D

Soooo I've come back from Adelaide. Its a small city like really small like probably Ballerat in comparision. They've got some really nice parks though. We drove 8 hours each way for the Melb Victory away match against Adelaide (who would have thought!) The drive was quite fun considering I was really tired and I slept most of the way thru. :P Brought ladybug and my furry blanket and it was really comfy! We booked an awesome hotel in the city with a spa so we had like 3 spa sessions and it was really nice. I think we were both so tired we both just passed out on Sat night. Ant won some money in the casino (which is a smally little crappy hole) and of coz victory brought home a 2-0 victory! :D We saw a couple of fights including a wanker who had to be handcuffed and pinned down on the ground by like 5 policemen! Crazy! Anyways, there was intention to catch a cab back to the hotel (coz i spilled tomato sauce down the front of my jersey while trying to chomp thru a hotdog) but everyone stole our cabs! So we marched into the city escorted by 1 policewomen on a horse, 1 police car going at 5ks and 10 other policeman on foot! It was good fun but omg my back could have killed me (I must be growing old)! :S Was really good fun though!

I've been labelled a good present giver! :D Apparently I'm good at thinking of presents to give people and listening to what they want. What I don't get is that guys always say girls never listen, but they're wrong again as usual! ;) Anyways, I'm in love with dumplings! It has become my 2nd favorite food from pasta!

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

` and i love you more everyday || rachel alystine

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